So starting this new blog...

I am currently living in Long island. But within the next two/three days I have to move back into the city. I can't do it today because my roomate can't drive me and all my stuff cause she works all night. I can't do it tomorrow because my sister is coming down from Ithaca and I am surprising her with Broadway tickets. So I have to spend all day night and part of the next day with her. Thursday is the day I HAVE to be out cause my roomates are moving back into their dorms. And they can't help that day cause they will be moving all their own shit...I feel fucked but without the satisfaction. Things will work out....I hope. Also, I wish my life was more interesting so that this new blog thing would actually be worth reading. We'll see.

My first blog is going to be a song.

Skin:

I drift away to a place
another kind of life
take away the pain
I create my paradise
Everything I've held
has hit the wall
What used to be yours
isn't yours at all

Bridge:
Falling apart
and all that I'm asking
Is it a crime?
Am I overreacting?

Chorus:
He's under my skin
Just give me something to get rid of him.
I've got a reason now to bury this alive,
another little white lie.

So what you had didn't fit
among the pretty things
Never fear, never fear
I now know where you've been
Chains have been retied
but ribbons fall away
Leave the consequence
my tears you'll take

Bridge:
Falling apart
and all that I question
Is this a dream
or is this my lesson?

Chorus:
He's under my skin
Just give me something to get rid of him.
I've got a reason now to bury this alive,
another little white lie.

I don't believe I'll be alright.
I don't believe I'll be okay.
I don't believe how you've thrown me away.
I do believe you didn't try
I do blame you for every lie!
When I look in your eyes,
I don't see mine.

Chorus:
He's under my skin.
Just give me something to get rid of him.
I've got a reason now to bury this alive,
another little white lie.

My permission to sin
You might have started my reckoning.
I've got a reason now to bury him alive.
Another little white lie.